| | Wow, Xanga. I haven't been on this site for the longest time.
Well, ever since October 7, 2007.
It's been the new year for a while, no?
Update?
Still the same old me.
But what about the girl mentioned in the last post?
I'm still working on her.
She thinks about how crazy it is I can't keep to my brotherly role. I think it's crazy how she can't turn her head to me (again) after all I've done.
So what exactly is there to do? I'm still going to wait. I'm going to wait because I have faith. It happened once and I'm assured it can happen again. Maybe I'm trying to force something to happen.. but what I'm really after is more information, so to speak.
Faith? I have faith in her. I haven't given up on her where others have. I can see right through her, even if she doesn't know it. I've opened up to her what she thinks she hasn't opened up to me. And to make matters worse, she likes to hide things so I can become confused so as to throw my scent off.
She knows I love her more than what she wants me to be. And that's what's going to keep us together in a relationship we can't quite explain. We put a label on it, but is it even like that anymore? It grew and even escalated to a point that I wanted.
But it's as she said. One day it just disappeared and she doesn't know why.
There is no clarity into why it disappeared just like that, but I know things are hidden.
Other people will mention how things just happen for no reason.
I'm not 'other people'. I need the clarity to move on with my life.
I love this girl as much as I do my own family. I'm willing to do anything for her as long as it's for the right reasons. What I want to do now is to fix the problems she can't get away from. Not help her run away again by doing other things.
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